Tag: bipolar
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Breathwork
I feel like I have found the key to my anxieties, my fears, my depressive and manic tendencies. It is through the breath that I am able to find myself, oh so clearly and so sweetly. It is through the FEELING of the breathe in my nostrils, throat, lungs, chest, that I am able to…
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We have 2 choices, really, when responding to struggles
First, we can choose to approach suffering and the atrocities of this world by responding to hate with more hate and divisiveness within each other. (Or, we can respond to these situations through witness consciousness, which I’ll get to, below!). Right now I have jarring emotional responses to two specific global issues that come to…
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Alcoholism
Today I gave my life to God, but in a way I hadn’t before. I decided to give up the notion that I would one day be able to drink again in a healthy manner. I have been incessantly, inCESSANTLY, living in the future when it comes to my “healing” and it has been a…
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Because I’m rebellious I’m going to
Because I’m rebellious I’m going to Establish my Self on here as two beings my lower case self, AKA the ego, that wants to be “tiktok” famous and run the world, as a Jesus Christ reincarnated being (I have a diagnosis of bipolar and struggle with this when I’m manic) status. My Higher Case Self,…
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I haven’t written much
I haven’t written much There’s so much to do, So little time I wonder if I can pair a reason with a rhyme I want to dance with wolves and pray with lions Please God, bring me balance I don’t want to be lyin’ Thank you for gifting me patience and giving me Love, but…
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Self-imposed fears
I believe there are no limits on the amount of fears your psyche can produce. Absolutely none. I have found that I can be perfectly safe, in a perfectly happy family, with no foreseeable fears in future, and yet, I still carry a laundry list of fears. Fear has been a running theme for me…
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“In this very room…
…there’s quite enough love, for one like me. And in this very room, there’s quite enough joy, for one like me.” It’s Sunday. It’s a day for me, that is filled with Spirit, God, and a touch of self-loathing. Because it is on these holy days that I feel unworthy of the Love that surrounds…
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Spirit talks
Throughout my life I have experienced God realizations in little, bite-sized doses. For example, I was about 8 years old when I went outside to grab something out of our car; not realizing the door would be locked, I was filled with rage at the prospect of having to go back inside the house to…
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Wandering
My life has been a series of moments that led me to this very one. Profound, I know. And yet, it holds resonance in my soul because it brings me comfort, knowing that I am okay in this moment. And if every moment that led to this one brought me to peace…then, I must be…
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a trip down memory lane.
(That photo, above, is right after my first psychotic breakdown, 2016; and right before I lost myself in an eating disorder that plagued my mind, 2017.) My name is Bri W. and I’m a life-aholic. And by that, what I mean is, I have tried to squeeze every ounce of life out of my 28.5…
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