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My view on my diagnosis of BPD mania is…
Well, I know from my own experience that bipolar is NOT a series of manic episodes, one after the other and lots of crazy, exciting roller coaster rides Bipolar IS a series of manic episodes, one after the other,,, and endless fear, anxiety, depression, stress, anger, guilt, mistrust that follows there are so many things…
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When Love wins
I want to be clear – My intentions are to live without fear I want to dance my battles in a state of grace And hopefully, God willing, I’ll never lose face But if that happens with Love I know I’ll be okay The good times and the bad, I am here to stay.
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“The more energy and intention I bring to my faith, the more fearless and free I am.”
I absolutely LOVE Gabby Bernstein’s Universe deck (pictured above); I use it every other day and it completely resets my brain to align with love. Give your life to God, is what I’m hearing in reading this card, whether you call it Universe, Jesus, Christ Consciousness or Spirit, giving your life to God will release…
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We have 2 choices, really, when responding to struggles
First, we can choose to approach suffering and the atrocities of this world by responding to hate with more hate and divisiveness within each other. (Or, we can respond to these situations through witness consciousness, which I’ll get to, below!). Right now I have jarring emotional responses to two specific global issues that come to…
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Because I’m rebellious I’m going to
Because I’m rebellious I’m going to Establish my Self on here as two beings my lower case self, AKA the ego, that wants to be “tiktok” famous and run the world, as a Jesus Christ reincarnated being (I have a diagnosis of bipolar and struggle with this when I’m manic) status. My Higher Case Self,…
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I haven’t written much
I haven’t written much There’s so much to do, So little time I wonder if I can pair a reason with a rhyme I want to dance with wolves and pray with lions Please God, bring me balance I don’t want to be lyin’ Thank you for gifting me patience and giving me Love, but…
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I have a confession
First and foremost, I have a new Instagram page titled @bipolarwanderings. I just started a 30-day Surrender Experiment, where I am posting my daily experiences and attempting to surrender to the flow of life! Join me in surrendering!! Along with these Surrender Experiment posts on my Instagram, I want to surrender to my caffeine obsession…I…
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A Lis Franc injury that changed my life
My goodness it’s been quite an interesting five years. I think that’s when I finally surrendered to the fact that I would no longer be “training” for something, but simply working out to be healthy. (I had a career-ending foot injury back in 2014 and then spent ~2 years trying to get back on the…
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You should get a Brooke Bestie
I hope you have a person like Brooke in your life…and if not, I hope you manifest them! What I mean is, I hope you have someone who you can confide in, cry to, love from afar and up close (she travels the world a lot), but overall someone you can be completely yourself with,…
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I’m okay, today
Today I want to learn how to love myself, fearlessly, and fiercely. I got this whale shark plush 3-pound animal from Target the other day. I told someone while checking out that it was for my sister but it wasn’t. It was for me. I hug it close when I feel like I’m drowning in…
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