Category: bipolar
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Because I’m rebellious I’m going to

Because I’m rebellious I’m going to Establish my Self on here as two beings my lower case self, AKA the ego, that wants to be “tiktok” famous and run the world, as a Jesus Christ reincarnated being (I have a diagnosis of bipolar and struggle with this when I’m manic) status. My Higher Case Self,…
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I haven’t written much

I haven’t written much There’s so much to do, So little time I wonder if I can pair a reason with a rhyme I want to dance with wolves and pray with lions Please God, bring me balance I don’t want to be lyin’ Thank you for gifting me patience and giving me Love, but…
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9 Reasons I believe it when Gabby Bernstein says “The Universe has your back”

Full disclosure, I don’t know Gabrielle Bernstein personally, but it sure can feel like I do…she speaks with such eloquence and in Truths where I identify. As someone who struggles with my mind and polarized thinking (I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder), she has plenty of advice on how to shed the egoic delusion…
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Self-imposed fears

I believe there are no limits on the amount of fears your psyche can produce. Absolutely none. I have found that I can be perfectly safe, in a perfectly happy family, with no foreseeable fears in future, and yet, I still carry a laundry list of fears. Fear has been a running theme for me…
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“In this very room…

…there’s quite enough love, for one like me. And in this very room, there’s quite enough joy, for one like me.” It’s Sunday. It’s a day for me, that is filled with Spirit, God, and a touch of self-loathing. Because it is on these holy days that I feel unworthy of the Love that surrounds…
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Sacred dimensions

I learned about a book, or channeling, where the speaker goes into speaking about the vibratory state of the universe. In essence, he states that we are all One on a molecular level. His most challenged verse in the channeling (in my opinion) is this: “I am Ra. The Law of One, though beyond the…
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Spirit talks

Throughout my life I have experienced God realizations in little, bite-sized doses. For example, I was about 8 years old when I went outside to grab something out of our car; not realizing the door would be locked, I was filled with rage at the prospect of having to go back inside the house to…
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Wandering

My life has been a series of moments that led me to this very one. Profound, I know. And yet, it holds resonance in my soul because it brings me comfort, knowing that I am okay in this moment. And if every moment that led to this one brought me to peace…then, I must be…