Author: Brianna
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why
Why. An egoic thought. Ah. Instant peace flushes my system and brings me back to the serenity that I have been experiencing for the past month. In the instant that I recognize my suffering as egoic, I have found it to be easier and easier to release. Let’s tackle a question bigger than the existential…
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dreams
I’m living my dream life and it feels damn good but then I sit back and question, is it all for the cause? am I doing good? there must be something in the water because I’m turning and I ain’t going back
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I am not my mind
It sounds so ethereal, and from one’s perspective it could be. I was sitting at a campsite in the Grand Canyon, reading Eckhart Tolle quotes. Being someone who has suppressed MUCH negativity because of the fear of being ‘bad’, at this point in my life I was depressed, borderline suicidal, and had much social anxiety.…
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What is suffering?
I had a fruitful conversation with my spiritual teacher a few days ago, who shared with me her belief that all beings will suffer, as long as they’re on earth. “Look around,” she said, “The planet is dying, it’s part of life for all beings to suffer.” As she was saying these words, something in…
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Winning? What does it mean?
I used to think winning was receiving a medal or trophy I realize now, the meaning of it all, its so much more than me It’s asking what you can do for the beggar on the street, Or even spending time with loved ones, it’s more than just a treat. To sum it up: I…
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Love
I’m realizing that to truly live an authentic and freedom-filled life, there are steps one must take (well, everyone has a different list of steps, but here are mine): Love yourself first, and by this I mean, don’t let others’ opinions of you matter, or your projections of others’ opinions of you. And if they…
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Breathwork
I feel like I have found the key to my anxieties, my fears, my depressive and manic tendencies. It is through the breath that I am able to find myself, oh so clearly and so sweetly. It is through the FEELING of the breathe in my nostrils, throat, lungs, chest, that I am able to…
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My view on my diagnosis of BPD mania is…
Well, I know from my own experience that bipolar is NOT a series of manic episodes, one after the other and lots of crazy, exciting roller coaster rides Bipolar IS a series of manic episodes, one after the other,,, and endless fear, anxiety, depression, stress, anger, guilt, mistrust that follows there are so many things…
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When Love wins
I want to be clear – My intentions are to live without fear I want to dance my battles in a state of grace And hopefully, God willing, I’ll never lose face But if that happens with Love I know I’ll be okay The good times and the bad, I am here to stay.
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Love is
A dancing shoe, searching for its partner One lovely lime, awaiting its cerveza A pair of blocks bought together at the store Wreaths at Christmas scattered around the town Love is to be set free from it all, dancing around the city with no reservations or fear Love is to be running from nothing and,…
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